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Fic: Grounded (This Is Not My Beautiful Life Mix)

: kyuuketsukirui; August 2nd, 2:23

Grounded (This Is Not My Beautiful Life Mix)
~1700 words :: Harry Potter :: Ginny/Luna, Ginny/Harry :: 7/12/09
It's not the life she wants, but it's the only one she can imagine having.

( It's been two years and her name is still a lump in Ginny's throat, a tightness in her chest. Harry has never asked why she stopped talking about Luna. Maybe he hasn't even noticed. )

Notes: Thanks to

helens78 and everyone on my remixflail filter for the betas. This is a remix of

isis's Just Like Flying. I plan to do commentary for it at some point, which is why I had put off posting it, but it seems to not be happening right away, so I figured I'd go ahead and post.

Tags: fic, fic (2009), fic:harry potter

Fic: Sleeping Underneath Your Skin

: kyuuketsukirui; May 31st, 2008

music:: Counting Crows - Along December

Sleeping Underneath Your Skin
~1900 words :: Harry Potter :: Ginny/Harry :: 5/31/08
There are a lot of things Ginny tries not to think about. If she told someone that, they'd probably think she meant the war, maybe especially sixth year. Or Fred's death. Or the whole thing with Tom Riddle's diary. Well, there are things she doesn't like to think about with the diary, but it's not what people expect.

( She doesn't think about the few years before Ron hit his growth spurt, when the two of them were nearly as identical as the twins. She'd cut her hair, put on Ron's jumper, and she'd be free. )

Notes: DH-compliant (including epilogue). Thanks to

helens78 for the beta. Written for

lgbtfest with the following prompt (highlight to read): Ginny has always thought of herself as a tomboy, but what happens when she begins to wonder if she's just a boy? Will Harry stand by her, and how will they negotiate this change?

Tags: fic, fic (2008), fic:harry potter

Fic: Team Q

: kyuuketsukirui; March 22nd, 2008

Team Q
~600 words :: Harry Potter :: Dean/Seamus :: 03/22/08
A year ago he and Seamus had been kicking around, still at a loose end with no more school, no more war, and no plans beyond either for what they wanted to do with their lives.

( And then one day Seamus picked up a sketch off the kitchen table, laughed, and said, ''What's this, Quidditch-playing superheroes?'' )

Notes: Thanks to

helens78 for the beta. Written as a pinch hit for axial_tilt.

Tags: fic, fic (2008), fic:harry potter

14valentines Day 5: Fic: The Weight Upon Your Kiss Ambiguous (Harry Potter)

: kyuuketsukirui; February 5th, 2008

music:: Golf & Mike - Seng

Today's

14valentines theme is sexuality, and I'm taking a break from the recs to post fic! That actually fits the theme! Woohoo!

The Weight Upon Your Kiss Ambiguous
~900 words :: adult :: Hary Potter :: Lily/James, James/Sirius :: 2/5/08
Pregnancy hasn't made her a delicate flower; she's never been a delicate flower. Why can't James see that?

( She thinks of the way James is with her, the way he's *always* been with her, so gentle she could scream. )

Notes: Thanks to

helens78 for the beta. ( Why I chose to write this for today's theme. )

Tags: 14valentines, fic, fic (2008), fic:harry potter

Fic: Out of a Picture Book (Dumbledore/Grindelwald)

: kyuuketsukirui; September 1st, 2007

Out of a Picture Book
100 words :: Harry Potter :: Dumbledore/Grindelwald :: 9/1/07
A lizard skittered through the underbrush. With a barely-visible flick of his wand, Gellert transfigured it into a tiny kitten, fluffy and wide-eyed and unsteady on its spindly legs.

( It was a scene out of a picture book. )

Notes: Written for

calliopepurple's request of "Dumbledore/Grindewald - kittens and rainbows".

Tags: fic, fic (2007), fic:harry potter

Fic: All but the Bitter Residue

: kyuuketsukirui; March 28th, 2007

mood:: busy

All but the Bitter Residue
~1000 words :: adult :: HP (Sirius/Remus)

Notes: Thanks to

helens78 for the beta. Written for

hp_tarot, with the prompt of the Five of Cups (interpretation: "A dark cloaked figure. It is a card of loss, but something remains over; three have been taken, but two are left.")
Summary: In the days following Voldemort's defeat, Remus struggles to come to terms with betrayal and loss.

( It's not nightmares that keep Remus up at night. The nightmare is what he's living. )

Tags: fic, fic (2007), fic:harry potter

Fic: Of Promises Broken (Harry/Remus)

: kyuuketsukirui; January 5th, 2007

mood:: busy

Title: Of Promises Broken
Rating: Adult
Length: ~1300 words
Notes: Thanks to

helens78 for the beta and

kissing_athelas for the Britpick. Written for

merry_smutmas 2006.
Summary: This is what Harry needs. He thinks it's what Remus needs, too.

( The girl looks annoyed at being interrupted from whatever it is she's doing on her phone, but she doesn't bat an eye when Remus asks for a single room. She's probably used to it. Couple of geezers in here on a Friday night, wedding rings in their pockets - well, in Harry's pocket, anyway - that's nothing new to her. )

Tags: fic, fic (2007), fic:harry potter

Fic: Lotions Master SNAP (Harry/Snape)

: kyuuketsukirui; October 27th, 2006

mood:: awake

Title: Lotions Master SNAP
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Harry/Snape
Rating: R
Length: ~2100 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Thanks to

helens78 for the beta and

kallistei for the Britpick. Written for the

multific Finish-a-Thon. The idea for this came from this AIM convo about some badfic that had misspelt potions as lotions and Snape as Snap. SNAP here is a parody of BPAL, an incredibly popular online perfume manufacturer.
Summary: Things don't go as planned when Harry decides to track down the mysterious man behind SNAP.

( The bloke in the catalogue, the embodiment of tall, dark, and handsome, winked up at him whilst rubbing lotion on his hands in a way which went right past suggestive to porn. )

DVD style commentary for the fic can be found here.

Tags: fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter

Pandas!

: kyuuketsukirui; August 18th, 2006

mood:: amused

music:: スピッツ – Spider

In less ranty news, here are reposts of the Panda Bale fic I wrote in a fit of insanity last night.

Panda Potter Round Robin
Panda Bale/Harry/Draco. NC-17. ~1400 words. My parts are in blue.

( Harry was so jealous of the new American transfer student, Panda Bale. Why was Panda Bale so much cooler than him? Panda Bale was even cooler than stupid Malfoy in his stupid leather trousers. Panda Bale got all the girls. Panda Bale got all the guys. Panda Bale even got the stupid squid in the lake. Panda Bale was a sex magnet and it was pissing Harry off. )

Pandas of the Caribbean Het
Will/Elizabeth, Elizabeth/Panda Bale. PG. ~100 words.

( ''I hate to do this to you, but I'm going to have to call off our engagement.'' )

Pandas of the Caribbean Slash
Sparrow/Norrington/Panda Bale. PG. ~100 words. Uncut because the bits I like most won't go well in a cut tag.

"It was your idea to spice up our sex life."

"Er," James said. "I was thinking more along the lines of hand-cuffs. Perhaps a blindfold and a spanking. I wasn't thinking pandas."

"Not just any panda. Panda Bale, savvy?"

"No. No, I'm afraid I don't savvy at all," James said indignantly.

The panda - Panda Bale, whatever that meant - looked rejected. How could a panda look rejected?

"Now look what you've done," Sparrow said.

Panda Bale just looked at James. "Fine," James sighed, "but just this once."

Tags: fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter, fic:pirates of the caribbean

Fic: You Must Know That I'll Follow You (James/Sirius)

: kyuuketsukirui; May 31st, 2006

music:: MONORAL - Widow's stool

Title: You Must Know That I'll Follow You
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: James/Sirius
Rating: NC-17
Length: ~700 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Written for

bookstars for the

pornish_pixies May 2006 Fantasy Fest. Her request was ( ... ) Thanks to

helens78 for the beta.
fanfic100 prompt: Broken
Summary: Sirius doesn't see why what James does with Lily should have anything to do with what he does with James.

( Seven years. Eight? Fuck if he's going to stand aside now just because Lily finally gave James the time of day. )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter

Fic: Before Our Innocence Was Lost (Sirius/Remus, James/Sirius)

: kyuuketsukirui; May 22nd, 2006

mood:: hungry

music:: The New Pornographers - Breakin' the Law

Title: Before Our Innocence Was Lost
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Sirius/Remus, James/Sirius
Rating: R
Length: ~400 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Written the "invisible" prompt for

100quills and the "choices" prompt for

fanfic100.
Summary: James isn't jealous. Being jealous would mean he wants Sirius, which he doesn't.

( James wants to sneak back out like he sneaked in. He thinks he'll take off the cloak and be deliberately clumsy, pretend he never saw anything. His feet, though, have a mind of their own. It's the only explanation for why he's not only not out the door, but standing at the edge of Sirius's bed, close enough that he can see clearly now, even in the dark. )

Tags: 100quills:sirius/remus, fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter

Fic: No Understanding no Sound from Above (Sirius/Remus)

: kyuuketsukirui; February 22nd, 2006

mood:: nervous

Title: No Understanding no Sound from Above
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Rating: R
Length: ~1500 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Written for the

hp_whatif "genderswitch" challenge and for the "insides" prompt for

fanfic100. Thanks to

helens78 for the beta. Without her, this fic would have been much more confusing...
Summary: Remus has a secret that has nothing to do with the full moon.

( But as the years go by, the secret grows, fills all the spaces left open by the other til he's just as choked and swollen with it as before. Til he feels sometimes like he's about to burst, his skin splitting open to reveal the lie. )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter

Drabble: Wank Fodder (Sirius/Remus, NC-17)

: kyuuketsukirui; February 5th, 2006

Title: Wank Fodder
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Rating: NC-17
Length: 100 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Written for the

pornish_pixies "drabble" challenge and for the "white" prompt for

fanfic100.
Summary: Sirius never swallows.

( Sirius never swallows. Not since the first time, when he'd nearly sicked up on Remus's shoes. )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter

Fic: Not Something I Can Be Proud Of (Sirius/Harry, Sirius/Remus)

: kyuuketsukirui; January 29th, 2006

Title: Not Something I Can Be Proud Of
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Sirius/Harry, Sirius/Remus
Warning: Adult/teen (15-year-old)
Rating: NC-17
Length: ~800 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Thanks to

helens78 for the beta. This was written for

kungfooqueen for

harry_holidays and also for the fanfic100 prompt "summer". Commentary on the fic can be found here.
Summary: Even with James dead and gone for fourteen years, Sirius still can't forget him. Remus was foolish to think otherwise.

( Harry doesn't notice, but Remus does. Remus notices the way Sirius's hand lingers just a bit too long on Harry's shoulder, the way he leans in just a bit too close. He notices the look in Sirius's eyes, and he wants to shake him and say 'for Christ's sake, Padfoot, he's only fifteen!' but half the time he wonders whether Sirius doesn't think he's still fifteen himself. )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter

Fic: Sleeping with Ghosts (Sirius/Remus, Remus/Tonks)

: kyuuketsukirui; January 26th, 2006

Title: Sleeping with Ghosts
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Sirius/Remus, Remus/Tonks
Rating: NC-17
Length: ~1000 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Thanks to

helens78 for the beta. This was written for the

multific Finish-a-thon and also for the fanfic100 prompt "she".
Summary: Remus knows it isn't right, but it's easier this way.

( His stomach drops, his chest tightens, and before his eyes she's changing. It happens somehow slowly and in the blink of an eye all at once. She's taller, broader, chest flat and fingers long and blunt. She's looking down at him with Sirius's face and it's Sirius's voice that says, ''Is this what you want?'' )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2006), fic:harry potter

Fic: I've Been Wondering Where We've Gone (Sirius/Remus)

: kyuuketsukirui; December 2nd, 2005

Title: I've Been Wondering Where We've Gone
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Rating: R
Length: ~300 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Written for the "beginnings" prompt for

fanfic100.
Summary: Sirius tries to remember when things changed.

( Surely there must have been a turning point somewhere, a moment when Remus went from being just another mate to being someone Sirius thought about kissing. )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2005), fic:harry potter

Fic: All Hallows' Eve (Sirius/Remus, NC-17)

: kyuuketsukirui; October 31st, 2005

Title: All Hallows' Eve
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Rating: NC-17
Length: ~400 words
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Thanks to

anatsuno for the beta. Written for the "spirit" prompt for

fanfic100.
Summary: Remus dreams.

( It's the same dream he always has. He's in bed and Sirius is there with him like he never left. Like he hasn't abandoned Remus yet again. )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2005), fic:harry potter

Drabble: Getting a Bit Obsessed (Harry/Draco)

: kyuuketsukirui; July 30th, 2005

Title: Getting a Bit Obsessed
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Fandom: Harry Potter
Characters: Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: Harry Potter & co. belong to JKR.
Summary: Ron's had it up to here with Harry's little obsession.
Notes: For

sorchar, who requested Harry/Draco based on a picture of whipped cream. Yeah. Humor was my only option. :p Luckily HBP gave us canonically obsessed!Harry, so I had something to work with.

( Ron looked around, glad the corridor was empty. ''You're insane,'' he muttered. )

Tags: fic, fic (2005), fic:harry potter

Drabbles: Useless Talent (Sirius/Remus)

: kyuuketsukirui; June 28th, 2005

Title: Useless Talent
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Pairing: Sirius/Remus
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: Written for

musesfool's first lines challenge. These are probably the most reworked drabbles I've ever written. I think I rewrote each sentence a dozen times easily. It's the same scene told from two POVs.
Summary: Sirius has always been able to tell when someone wants him. Or has he?

( Remus )

*

( Sirius )

Tags: fanfic100:sirius, fic, fic (2005), fic:harry potter

Drabble: Substitute (Draco/Harry)

: kyuuketsukirui; May 3rd, 2005

Title: Substitute
Author:

kyuuketsukirui
Pairing: Draco/Harry
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: JKR owns these characters. I'm not making any profit off them.
Notes: This is for

saxony, who requested H/D for my foflist thingy.
Summary: Draco fantasises about fucking Potter.

( Draco watches his cock slide in and out of an arse too round to be Potter's. )

Tags: fic, fic (2005), fic:harry potter

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